Juli Zeh portrays an unsparing picture of a modern family on the verge of breakdown, despite efforts for an enlightened and equal coexistence. Henning struggles with his roles as husband, father, and provider, leading to anxiety and panic attacks.

The trip to Lanzarote becomes a journey into Henning's own past. Confronting childhood locations revives repressed memories of a traumatic experience, showing how strongly the past influences our present life, even when we try to suppress it.

Henning's crisis goes beyond a midlife crisis to a deep identity crisis. He questions his roles in family, career, and society. The confrontation with his traumatic past forces him to face his fears and reevaluate his life.